toxic_fuck

i havent updated this since the nin concert!! witch was about a month ago, they took myspace off of the college computers (fucking gay) so i thought i would up date this thing. i know no one really reads it but its more for me then it is for anyone else. i got a job (finally) i work at bee family fun center(bowling alley)its ok..my boss is really really damn picky about the was she wants certain things and she will complain alot if you dont do them right but other then that its ok. the work isnt really hard its just there is so much of it. like last night i had to work from 2 til close witch was about 11, i had to stand on my feet for like 9 hours. it was only my second day i had no idea what i was doing i fucked up alot,alot,alot. some people were so fucking rude but then there were some that were really nice. like this old lady i think her name was sammi she was the sweetest person i have ever met. i wasnt even supost to work the bar but nikki and vanessa made me do it anyways...mind you i had no clue what i was doing it wasnt even my job to work the bar, but this old lady knew i was new so she tought me how to dress a carona(dont know if its spelt righ, dont give a damn) she walked me threw it step by step and she tiped me every time. i dont know...okies im going to stop talking about work now...omg iv been so busy between school and work i didnt even realize that the zombie concert is this comming wed! i have that day off too!! yay!! im so excited i just hope im not to tired to enjoy myself! lately iv been to tired to even eat, and we all know how much i love to eat! well i dont know im going to head out!

thursday i went to see nin! omg! it was so fucking bad ass! i was so star struck! i mean they were right there right in frount of me! so close i could have reached out and touched them well if i got past the gards! anyways well this weekend was ok i guess on friday i went with kay and her boyfriend to go see the devils rejects and tryed to win me some free rob zombie tickes. of corse with my luck i didnt win a damn thing, but thats not going to stop me from seeing zombie! i think juan is post to be getting us tickets on the first and im going to pay him back! i need to see rob zombie! its not that i want too i need to damnit! anyways and the rest of my weekend i stayed at home and played guitar hero! god i when the hell did i turn into a loser?? i cant remember when i stayed home a whole weekend.anyways well i gots to go laters!

well i dont know what the fuck im doing with this journal...is all confusing to fix up and shit...anywyas i havent been doing much well i lie this whole fucking week i have been doing nothing but getting drunk off my ass! yesterday was the 3 day in the row that i got all shit faced and cant remember what happend. today is the 3 day that i came to college with a damn hang over...and most likly the 3 day that i said or did something stupid!i was getting all pissed off last night because i dont remember shit from these past 3 days and people said that i kept talking about all this shit that im not suppost to talk about, but i really dont remember saying shit! oh well im most likely going to get drunk again today...i just dont give a fuck about anything anymore...all i care about is gettin fucked up and having a good time. god knows that its be awhile that i have been able to just do whatever the fuck i want to do...fuck every one that doesnt like it!! anyways...well im pretty bored here at college i fucking hate it now...i use to like it but nope! not anymore fuck it! anyways well im going to be off good day to who ever the hell is reading this thing!

yeah...i got tired of my last journal so i switched to this one right now im at nikkis with allen and im updating because allen was bitching about nothing being on here so here it is allen happy??